Friday, April 16, 2010

fears?

Ahh.
Not to sound cocky or anything, but I'm actually not afraid of much. Que sera sera.
I am not afraid of dying, although at 16 this doesn't mean much. I'm not afraid of sadness. But after some introspection, I've found three things that would scare me:

loneliness
not being in control of myself
finding out that I'm actually worthless.

Anything else I think I could handle.

So I have a piano exam coming up in a couple of months, and am not practising nearly enough. I'm starting to get slightly terrified, which is probably a good thing really, I work better under pressure.
AND I have a theory exam in less than a month.
Plans for this weekend: diminished 7th chords, arpeggios, formula pattern in E major and Kuhlau's Sonatina in C major.

Off for a jog, the trees and the clouds are beckoning me :)


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